Fast forward again to January 21, 2012 my 50th birthday, a milestone birthday. I woke up on this day with an enormous desire in my heart to find my natural Mother. I believe that it was the Holy Spirit encouraging me to do so on this milestone birthday. I believe that someone wanted me to find Dorothy (my natural Mother). Was it God? Jesus? the Holy Spirit? Did Dorothy want to be found and did she encourage the Holy Spirit to place this desire in my heart? So many questions, so many emotions.